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[24 Jul 2004|02:12pm]
new look to my lj !! comment if you'd like ♥
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you make me wanna la la ! [24 Jul 2004|01:26pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | ashlee simpson- la la ]

i didn't update in a while. im getting lazy. hmm lets see monday i don't remember wat i did. tuesday i don't remember wat i did either. i got a bad memory. umm wednesday chilled with monica. hmm i hate trucks. came home kinda late oh well. thursday went to six flags for free and no waiting in lines. it was awesum ! that was fun but i was so tired uh 8 to midnight we stayed there. those rollercoasters are so much fun. went on the daredevil dive too. im no wussy lol. gonna go again soon got the tickets yay ! hmm friday i was to tired to do anything but i had to clean the house so i did. made a lot of cds yesterday. hmmm i need to buy new sneakers...i need money though...time to ask mommy ! uhh todays saturday. went grocery shoppin. fun ! saw sean at food basics lol. umm went also to buy paint. we're painting the stupid preschool downstairs. oh joy i get to help paint. uhh i hope i go to camelbeach tomorrow with hanna and some other people but its supposed to rain. that sux. i hope m0ni could come but i don't think her parents would let her even though mine said yes already. she and her bro and my cuzins are commin back from wildwood today. i needa have a talk with mike lol. man im thinking or a new layout for lJ. hmm ne ideas? update later xo

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[20 Jul 2004|09:35am]


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In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best

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just let me c r y * [19 Jul 2004|07:16pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | ashlee simpson- just let me cry ]

I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry

Just let me ... cry

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i'll run away with y o u by my side* [17 Jul 2004|09:27pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | echo- trapt ]

today i hung out with m0ni. we umm yeh did stuff. we also rode bikes. we rode around town for lotion. god that was scary. mann your so fuckin brave but if u stopped i would of went and asked for them. shes leavin tomorrow for wildwood. we're gonna go together in august bc my dad said so ! hmm also found out i might go to poland in begining of august for 3 weeks. thats gonna be fun since im goin alone and stayin at my cousins house. yeh umm ate alot today lol. hmm im gonna miss m0ni ! and maggie leavin for poland today for 3 weeks too. everyone is gone. ugh. i wonder wat im goin to do next week. wanna make plans call me ! xo

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am i spoiled? [17 Jul 2004|03:34pm]
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mAteRiALisTiC
Do you have your own computer?:yep
Do you have more than a weeks worth of outfits?:duh
Do you have a digital camera and/or webcam?:yeh
do you have any video game consoles as your own?:yeh lol
Do you have a VCR/DVD player in your room?:yep
How often do you go shopping?:almost every other weekend
does your house have more than one story (not including basement)?:nah
How often do you re-do your room?:umm every year or so
Id you do have video games, how many? (PC, PS2, any):i got a lot
Do you have lots of "bling"?:umm i have some but not that much
Does your mother have to work to help support the family?:both my parents work
Are you an only child?:yep
Is your mom with your dad?:yeh
Do u have a dad figure in ur life? (thats been there n u love enough):yes
Do you get child support?:for?
How many computers do you have in your home?:1
Do you have a big screen TV?:yeh
Do you have any 4 wheelers/quads etc..?:nope
Do you have any guitars or drums?:no =(
Do your parents give you money weekly?:uh used too...
If you do chores do your parents give you money?:used too... now i have to do it for nothing
Do you go shopping once or twice each month?:at least.
EmoTioNaLLy
Do you think your parents love you?:of course
If you have siblings, do you think they love you?:don't have any.
Do your parents try to make conversation with you?:try
Do your parents worry about you?:yeh too much
Do you spend time with lots of your family?:most that are in jerz
Do you think anyone in any of your family would take a bullet for you?:yep my parents would.
Do you have lots of family who loves you?:of course. im lovable
Do your parents LOVE taking your picture and putting it everywhere?:omg yeh
Do your parents want you home so bad, they bribe you?:sometimes
FriEndS
Do you have a lot of friends?:hmm i think
Do a lot of guys/girls think you're pretty and/or hott?:idk. that would be cool
Do your friends buy you things?:buy? lol sometimes
Do you think any of your friends would die for you?:yep. i hope so.
How many best friends do you have?:real ones? 5
aNyThiNg eLsE?
Did you find yourself saying yes through most of this?:i guess so
for number answers, did you always say something over 3, or 5?:no
Are you a premium member to any website?:i think so
If you said yes a lot, you're spoiled.
If you said numbers higher than 5, or the #5, you're spoiled.

Are You Spoiled? brought to you by BZOINK!
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i am ... [17 Jul 2004|03:05pm]
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...the only thing I desire
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...amazing
Your love is...unique
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!
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you don't recover from a night like this* [16 Jul 2004|12:16pm]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | sic transit gloria...glory fades- brand new ]

yesterday-

hmm. went to the library. then went to chrissy's. was gonna go to lunch with monica but she went to give a pic to mike or mark or yeh. so chrissy john and me chilled on their porch. koo koo. yepp im a physcic. chrissy calls those things clovers. lol we took a few pix. yeh monica liked them lol. hmm then went to BK. john+ketchup=nasti. okay umm then met up with miles tom moni and bart. yeh didn't see moni for such a long time. it was fun... then we all just chilled on mi stairs i guess. hmm later i cleaned some more. then me moni mike n peter went to see spiderman 2. that was fun we were the loudest in the theater. lol. me and moni had so much to talk about. hmmm well yesterday was fun.

today-

cleaned whole house...plans changed, but its still gonna be a fun day. me moni tom bart and bikes. gonna go out to lunch too i think. we'll see.

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the two of us* [14 Jul 2004|12:39pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | inside out- yellowcard ]

i'm updating because somebody told me too Kelly !! hmm ok yesterday nothin that i remember happened. its uhh wednesday. goin to open mi account today... fun. thats a wasted afternoon. spent the day talkin online today. hmm. tomorrow or friday gonna go to jfk n chrissys house to say bye =( hmm well sorda made plans for next week rite kelly? don't worry my mom will let me somehow...cuz yu know u want it to happen lol. umm yeh thats it. mi life is pathetic and pointless and boring.

ok lets see. plans changed hmm. uh monica came over for a bit. she gave me some pix* and showed me some pix from grad and washington... hmm memories. then mi neighbor dave came he's an uncle !! destiny was born today. wat a beautiful name. neway congratulations monica on your baby !! ilu. hmmm after found that out spent mi time talkin on the cell to chris. that was funni lol. well i went to open mi account with mi parents and mi dad wore an adidas shirt and shorts. hmm we got there there were waiters and ppl in business suits and newsppl and photos being taken constantly. and ppl were in tuxedos and dresses. ok mi dad must of felt like an idiot went back home to change so i stayed with mi mom cuz we two are sane enough to dress normalli to a reception. uh anyway got like 30 picutres taken. wow mi eyes hurt. then came home got some gift from the bank...hmmm looked at some pix wrote some shit down in the back of em. and then i did a lot of thinking and i mean A LOT... shit it didn't help at all. im so confused... uhh i hope i figure it out soon... ill update later. ♥

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looking in your eyes ... i see paradise* [12 Jul 2004|10:14am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | nothings gonna stop us now- starting line ]

Sunday-

got up early. didn't know we were going to mawah. hmmm well we went with four other families. it was mad fun. played volleyball. ate good food. talked to pplz hehe. went swimming. so much funni shit happened.don't feel like writing it all. umm got back home watched a movie and then ppl came over to watch the stupid soccer game- poland vs usa. boring. 1-1. umm then took like an hour long bubble bath. yeh fun lol.

today-

moni is supposed to come back. ehh she didn't call me though. probably still sleeping. well uh ate breakfast and uh kinda threw that up. dunno why. well im allowed on the stupid computer again and to watch tv. what about mi cell !? hmm i wonder what im goin to do today....yay i talked to m0ni. that was fun. it wasn't oo long cuz my dad came home ugh. im gonna talk to her tomorrow again. umm then the cable guy came we got digital cable. woo hoo !! so much fuckin channels. on demand rocks lol. umm well i watched tv all day mostly. before i went to sleep wasted mi text messages on someone lol. nahh not wasted. neway went to sleep.

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you and me are like one h e a r t b e a t [10 Jul 2004|09:21pm]
nothin happened in the morning. then parents left. well called monica and took all my phones and left the house. parents were supposed to call to make sure im home not out. hmmm well got to about the woods. ahh 7:30 and realized by the time we get to isca i'll have to leave soon and won't be able to hang out neway. :/ uhh so we walked back saw justin; john; emil; and marcin. i know what they were goin to do. mhm lol. drink and smoke. surprised to see me since im grounded ! uh walked home through park no one there. got home 2 neighbors saw me leave mi house. oh well. parents find out screw it. then me and monica had some johnnie walker. nasti shit. monica didn't drink hers. strong and nasti. hmmm dizzy. drunk? bleh ummm talked online watched some show. well at least this time i covered up the drinking. hope parents can't tell when they come back soon. yeh. umm found out irving commin back aug. 30 not 4. sux. uhhh what else idk what im even talkin about. w.e.

[[drink]] and the pain goes down
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we could leave this town and run f o r e v e r [10 Jul 2004|10:58am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | yellowcard- ocean avenue ]

[x] stolen something?
[x] lied to your lover?
[x] lied to your friends?
[ ] kissed the same sex?
[ ] cheated on your lover?
[ ] been in a fist fight?
[ ] had a crush online?
[x] did anything sexual in public?
[x] gotten drunk?
[ ] smoked pot?
[ ] bought an illegal drug?
[ ] got it up the butt?
[x] been in love?
[x] made yourself throw up on purpose?
[x] had someone tell you they like you and not show it?
[x] have someone tell you they love you and prove themself wrong?
[ ] backstabbed a friend?
[x] had a friend backstab you?
[x] liked someone just for looks?
[ ] liked someone just for personality?
[x] jumped and screamed through a scary movie?
[x] pee'd on yourself?
[x] been in the principal's office?
[ ] laughed so hard you pissed yourself?
[x]thrown up infront of people?
[x]threw up on someone?
[x] spilled a drink at a restaurant?
[ ] downloaded porn?
[ ] looked through a porn magazine?
[x] read sex tips in fashion magazines?
[ ] shot up heroin?
[ ] snorted coke?
[ ] taken pills?
[ ] regreted any of it?
[x] liked someone who wasn't single?
[ ] kissed someone who wasn't single?
[x]liked your friend's mate? ((mate?haha)
[ ]been to a psycologist?
[ ] been to a dermatologist?
[x] had a blood test?
[x]had an infection?
[ ]had the flu?
[ ]broken a bone?
[x] sprained a muscle?
[x] lied to your parents?
[ ] snuck out at night?
[ ] snuck someone in at night?
[ ] got caught?
[x]been to a concert?
[ ] been to a club underage?
[x] been obsessed with someone?
[x] had someone become obsessed over you?
[x] questioned your faith?
[ ] ever had an orgy?
[ ]ever had an orgasm?
[x] ever cut yourself?
[x] cried alone?
[x] cried on someone's shoulder
[ ] tried commiting suicide?
[x] thought about commiting suicide?
[x] burned yourself purposly?
[x] been to a church?
[x] said a prayer?
[x] been angry at God?
[x] felt depressed?
[x] felt used?
[x] been out of state?
[x] to Europe?
[x]out of the country?
[x]been to an island?
[ ] been beaten by your parents?
[x]had someone very close to you die?
[x] had someone you know die?
[x] got hit with a bottle over the head?
[ ] been taken advantage of in any way when you were drunk?
[ ] had your boyfriend/girlfriend yell and or embaress you in public?
[x] been slapped by the oposite sex?
[ ] been punched by the oposite sex?
[x] hit the oposite sex?
[ ] killed someone?
[ ] ever eaten pumpkin pie?
[x] celebrated halloween?
[x] not celebrated halloween?
[x] had your heart broken?
[x] had someone from the oposite sex become infatuated with you?
[ ] been fisted?
[ ] been fucked with a toy?
[ ] had a suprise party?
[x]got a birthday gift from a boyfriend/girlfriend?
[x] got a birthday gift from a friend?
[x] talked about sex with the oposite sex? ((in a joking way))
[ ]talked about sex with the same sex? ((same as above))
[x] believe in pre marital sex?
[ ] do not- believe in pre marital sex?
[x] want to get married?
[x] want to have kids?
[x] want to get drunk right now?
[ ]want to smoke pot right now?
[x] want to get wasted right now?
[ ]wanted to model?
[x] wanted to be a lawyer?
[x] wanted to be a doctor?
[ ]wanted to be an actress?
[ ] wanted to be a business owner?
[ ] wanted to be a photographer?
[ ] had a craving for sushi?
[x] had a craving for chocolate?
[ ] starved yourself?
[x] stopped eating, unintentionally?
[ ] ate a worm?
[x] swallowed a fly? what the hell?
[ ] held hands with your friend of the same sex in public?
[x]held hands with a friend in general?
[ ] lead someone on, purposely?
[x] been lead on ?
[ ] used someone?
[x] truly hated someone?
[x] disliked someone?
[x] been a hypocrite to someone?
[x] been friends with hypocrites?
[ ] LOVE this survey?

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you cannot kill wat you did not create [09 Jul 2004|08:58am]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | duality- slipknot ]

another night i didn't sleep. damn why can't i sleep at all for the past 2 days. in a really fucked up mood today. ahh cleaned the whole house. vacumed. washed floors. bathroom. ugh now im so tired. hmm then I went to the dentist. thats it. boring stupid day. xo

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i still taste y o u * [08 Jul 2004|11:40am]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | jude law and a semester abroad- brand new ]

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[ series 1 ]
Name:adriaNna
Birthday:6-22
Birthplace:poland
Current Location:walli world; jerz
Eye Color:sexii blue green
Hair Color:blonde
Righty or Lefty:righty
Zodiac Sign:cancer 69
Font:Franklin Gothic Medium
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
Music:depends on what mood im in
Cartoon:fairly ODD parents
Color:blue
Car:don't have a favorite
Slushy Flavor:never thought about it
Magazine:Twist
TV Show:the O.C.*
Song at the Moment:Only one- yellowcard
Language:english
Spice Girl:posh !
Food & Beverage:pizza and a sprite?
Subject in School:math ... easy shit
Weekend Activity:hangin out wtih friends
Frozen Yogurt:ick
Roller Coaster:nitro !
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 3 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase:aww
First thing you thought when you woke up:why couldn't i sleep tonight?
Last image/thought you go to sleep with:a rose
First feature you notice of opposite sex:eyes
Best name for a Butler:geofferry
Wussiest Sport:chess !
Your best feature:eyes*
Your greatest fear:spiders ... japanese ones
Your greatest accomplishment:passing 8th grade?
Your most missed memory:first rollercoaster
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King:BK
Single or Group Dates:group
Adidas or Nike:Nike
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers:nuggets !
Dogs or Cats:doggies
Rugrats or Doug:um rugrats
Single or Taken:taken
Monica or Brandy:neither ... brandy?
Tupac or Jay-Z:jay-z
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes:leAnn rhymes
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton
One pillow or Two:two
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate !
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa:both kick ass
Cappucino or Coffee:addicted to both
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 5 - do you ]
Shower everyday:yep
Have a crush:yes
Think you've been in love:yeah
Want to go to college:uh huh
Like high school:its ok
Want to get married:yep
Type correctly:nope
Believe in yourself:sometimes
Have any tattoos? Where:henna loll ... want a real one
Have any piercings? Where:yeh ... ears
Get motion sickness:no
Think you're a health freak:hell no
Get along with your parents:most of time NO
Like thunderstorms:yeh
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 6 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married:28
Number and names of children:2 ; grl- samantha boy- josh
Where will you be at age 20:college
Dream wedding:hmm aruba
How do you want to die:peacefully
Dream job:interior designer
Country you'd like to visit:Puerto Rico
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
Best eye color:blue
Best hair color:light brown
Short or long hair:not too short or long
Best height:5' 9"
Best weight:don't matter
Best clothes:abercrombie =)
Best first date location:some place yu eat?
Best first kiss location:under the stars *
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 8 - other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal:5th grade
Rings before you answer the phone:3
What's on your mousepad:verizon
How many houses you've lived in:3
How many schools you've gone to:one
Bedroom carpet color:don't have one
Shave your head for $5,000?:fuck no ... i like my hair
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people:cd player w/ cd . magazine . chocolate
Best time of your life so far:8th grade !

Series 1-8 brought to you by BZOINK!

i couldn't sleep at night. uhh. i was bored so i took that survery^. waiting for moni to call again lol. if she doesn't come i'm callin maggie or someone to save me

XXicecoldfear2XX: oww i think i just scratched off my nipple
XXicecoldfear2XX: nope its still there

^ i had to put that. so fuckin funny. but the joke he played wasn't fuckin funny at all. damn. aurora knows what i'm taklin about. he just wanted to see how i would react god i believed him too. thank god it was a joke though. -update later xo

well monica did come over. me and her are the best badminton players in the world. burned the kielbasas ! lol gave her my cd then hadda make another so I could have one. hmmm we mostly talked and stuff. found out alot about caroline. she told me how her week went and all. very interesting. oh and then we broke well I broke the razor. gave her half. why? dunno. and I still can't believe that someone could be more obsessed with someone then Dallas was with Krol anyway we talked about stogges and shit and then my parents heard something they shouldn't of. now they know about another person. sheesh. found out my parents are going to atlantic city for almost the hole weekend ! holy shit. i need to find a GOOD place to sleepover. gonna go watch my show now. xo

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our time was w o r t h l e s s * [07 Jul 2004|03:55pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | cheek to cheek- starting line ]

ugh only wednesday. got up was so tired. drank coffee. hyper. now im sleepy again. found a pic of myself with a hangover. and i took a pic of my tattoo. tried to get the pix up here but i gave up. another wasted day today. did nothin at all. bad mood too. was supposed to call some marketing coordinator. don't like talkin to people i don't know so i didn't call. not my problem that my dad forgot to call him last week about my 500$ bond or w.e. screw it. -maybe i'll update later

they say to pray if you wanna get to heaven, but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to h e l l - brand new

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Your kiss might kill m e * [06 Jul 2004|12:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | hands down- dashboard confessional ]

tuesday-

hmm got up. listened to my voicemail. hmm kyle your wack lol. hmm discovered i have a gift from heaven ! haha umm lets see today I watched some m0vie it was funny. don't remember the title. hmm took care of a preschooler. thats was uhm boring. don't let preschoolers do you hair. ouch.  hmm finally talked to Irving. didn't talk to him in a while since last week i think.he commin back aug. 4. talked to chris from work and kyle from work. everyone workin these days. makin money for wat ! maybe i should get a job. i finally got the spoon thingi rite ! made me dizzy lol. kyles gettin his lip pierced wen he comes back which is gonna be a while ... i been tryin to get in touch with monica so she could come over or somethin but uhh dunno where she is. she was supposed to come yesterday but never called. ugh ! well i'll write later x0

i went to Sports Authority later on. got a new volleyball and my parents got badminton? got a few missed calls wen i came back. umm kyle i can't use the phone so i can't call or answer my cell. yeh thanks for callin me gay and for throwing your pet sausage at me or somethin. ah anyway the stupid dish was out wen i got home why? no fuckin clue. couldn't watch a good show. ehh anyway i played some volleyball in my backyard and stuff. then watched the movie Lost Treasure. damn how stupid was that movie. ahh well then it was about 11 so I layed down with my cd player on for the next two hours. sleep
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my h e a r t is beating faster [06 Jul 2004|12:36pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | memory- sugarcult ]

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What is your favorite..
gum:orbit yumm
restaurant:Charlie Browns !
drink:Sprite
season:Summer
type of weather:warm hot days
emotion:happy
thing to do on a half day:chill with friends
late-night activity:hah wouldn't yu wanna kno
sport:volleyball
city:NYC
store:abercrombie; hollister
When was the last time you..
cried:yesterdai
played a sport:yesterdai
laughed:today
hugged someone:hmm last week
kissed someone:last week
felt depressed:today
felt elated:uhh last week
felt overworked:today !
faked sick:yesterday
lied:today; sorry
What was the last..
word you said:yes
thing you ate:hot dog
song you listened to:Vindicated-Dashboard Confessional
thing you drank:Snapple
place you went to:someones bbq
movie you saw:My Big Fat Greek Wedding
movie you rented:don't remember
concert you attended:Avril Lavigne haha
Who was the last person you..
hugged:myslef
cried over:ex
kissed:Irving
danced with:dunno his name
shared a secret with:m0ni
had a sleepover with:hmm a few friends
called:m0nica
went to a movie with:m0ni
saw:Dave
were angry with:parents
couldn't take your eyes off of:Darryl? lol
obsessed over:don't obsess over people
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:yeh fun
kissed someone:yeh
done drugs:nah
drank alcohol:yep; funny memz
slept around:no
partied 'til the sun came up:sorda
had a movie marathon:nah thats geeky
gone too far on a dare:yea
spun until you were immensely dizzy:yeh today!
taken a survey quite like this before:nope

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!

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your my only ... my only o n e * [06 Jul 2004|12:10pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | only one- yellowcard ]

hey ! finally I got this thing working again. thnx tyna for helpin me with the layout love yu !

neway last week I got back from Punta Cana ! got a nice tan. it was fun just like a family vacation is supposed to be, hah spent a lot of time at the bar damnit underage got no alcohol. well some but only a lil when parents weren't there. neway we did a lot there. i stayed in the pool a lot and on the beach where many girls had their tops off. ugh ! hmm we went snorkling that was fun ... my mom practically started crying bc she was afraid it was deep ... life jacket; goggles; the tube you breathe through; and those fin thingys that are so hard to walk in ! how could you drown !? hmm neway to get to the spot we had to go on a motorboat that was fun shit. my boat broke bc of my luck so I had to switch. well I jumped in the ocean it was so warm. i miss it and the ocean was turquoise so pretty ! after we finished those dudes w ho ran the thing made us dance. got mad funny pix of that. we went to so many cool restaurants. it was so pretty in the Dominican Republic. the people were so friendly; a little to friendly at times lol. i went shopping at the markets; had to bargain; thats where I got m0nis; maggies and mi presents. they wanted 75$ ... hell no paid 30$ that day I got all my hair braided. it took forever. what else did I do? I went sailing with Mike a few times. it was fun. hmm one of the days there it was my bday- 14 - went to a nice restaurant where people sang for me ahh embarrassment lol well I got presents ! nice bikini 3 shirts and pink skirt yay ! thnx parents, Mike and his family <3 hmm last day I got my Henna tatto ! a butterfly on my ankle. better then Kyles henna tatto - Japanese symbol for love. yes we love love but mines still prettier. anyway Dominican was fun only thing missing were all my friends. missed you so much <3 this year I think I'm still goin on another vacation but i dunno where ... next year Cancun !

last monday-

first day back ! what else am I going to do besides see m0ni ! she looked so pretty in her skirt ! and she was worried she didn't look pretty enough for *him* hmm so we did some stuff at my house ... later we met up with irving* chrissy and john. we walked around town just to get the things lol. but we got em so we chilled at chrissys a lil and then me n m0ni left - lunch at my house but then we went to the woods and what happened there is a whole other story. but to keep it on the dl we both got in trouble for it now I grounded for the summer hmm but she in Virginia right now ... man and i'm at home with no life. writing in my lj.

-some things you can't erase no matter how hard you try

good song- Vindicated- Dashboard Confessional

I am vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

rest of last week-

did nothing at all- spent my time either cleaning (toilet lol) being yelled at, reading, listening to a new kind of music lol, talking to my friends on AIM, and umm talkin to m0ni on the phone. i'm not supposed to talk to her or see her for a while bc of what happened! grr...maggie came over one of the days to give me my present and to chill. mostly looked at pix. mad funni. hmm Friday found out aurora moving to colorado n irving goin to georgia for a month. and other people are leaving and moving too. damn can't even chill or say bye ... gonna miss you all so much x0x0

weekend-

another day of cleaning the whole stupid house. until 5:00. moms got a rash or something on her haha it ain't nothin and she makin a big deal about it. hmm after i cleaned and cooked i started making my album online. then family came for my b-day ... got more presents lol it was fun with good food ... bbq... mostly just chilled outside and listened to my parents convos. they were drunk. it was funny. and they were too busy to notive any alcohol being taken lol. nahh not to much. hmm went to sleep 2ish. got up at 10. mad tired. ahh took out all my braids. m0ni you were right i did look like a i had an afro ! right into the shower ! oh yeh *HAPPY fuckin FOURTH OF JULY* haha m0ni remember what was supposed to happen on this day. hmm so much has changed. and we planned it with the wrong people too !

m0nday-

dad and mom both home. ugh ! cant do anything today. they said no more aim or makeup- fuck that shit !

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